Hey,  How're you doing my love?

So, now you know I had H1N1, and a fever for 6 days...

Will finish this soon!

High rise, veins of the avenue
Bright eyes and subtle variations of blue
Everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above you
Street lights glisten on the boulevard
And cold nights make staying alert so hard
For heaven's sake, keep me awake so I won't be caught off guard
Clearly I am a passerby but I'll find a place to stay
Dear pacific day, won't you take me away?
Small town hearts of the New Year
Brought down by gravity, crystal clear
City fog and brave dialogue converge on the frontier
Make haste, I feel your heartbeat
With new taste for speed, out on the street
Find a road to a humble abode where both of our routes meet
The silver sound is all around and the colors fall like snow
The feeling of letting go, I guess we'll never know

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cause your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cause we wasted all our free time alone

Your nerves gather with the altitude
Exhale the stress so you don't come unglued
Somewhere there is a happy affair, a ghost of a good mood
Wide eyed, panic on the getaway
The high tide could take me so far away
VCR's and motorcars unite on the Seventh Day
A popular gauge will measure the rage of the new Post-Modern Age
Cause somewhere along the line all the decades align

We were the crashing whitecaps
On the ocean
And what lovely seaside holiday, away
A palm tree in Christmas lights
My emotion
Struck a sparkling tone like a xylophone
As we spent the day alone

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cause your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cause we wasted all our free time alone

Hello lovelies, long time no talk, I know, I know, I suck... So highschool is oooveerr.... Getting ready to go to UNIVERSITY.... where there will be... UNIVERSITY boys, and UNIVERSITY drama, and all that Jazz... I'm 17, I think I can handle it... lol..

Here are some Q&Is for youuus <3

[1]

i want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the girls jealous.

i want someone who would sing to me at random moments.

someone who is more goofy than romantic.

a boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb.

someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstaion games & then let me win.

a guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh.

he'd play with my hair all the time & surprise me with 25 cent rings.

someone who i could share lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars.

we'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other & squirt waterguns at each other in the house.

but mostly ; some who would be my best friend & would never break my heart.

he would just always make me smile.

[2]

I'm the kind of girl who kicks the soda
machine because it ripped me off. The kind
who skips with friends down to the mall then
stops and says, "Nevermind. I know too many
people here today." The kind who can always
win an argument because I start to get illogical.
The kind who likes to get noticed. The kind who
is afraid of everything. The kind who will hug you
without even knowing your name. The kind who
will talk for hours on the phone when you might
not even be there. The kind who doesn't order
a salad on a date. The kind who doesn't really
know who she is, but will never forget what she
isn't. The kind who has a hard time letting go.
The kind who has OCD traits and wants everything
to be perfect. The kind who wants to find the one.
The kind who listens to the rules and follows them;
for the most part. And most of all, I'm the kind of
girl who wants to change the world.

[3]

There are some days where you just have to
hold yourself together because there is no one
to glue you back together if you fall apart.

 

[4]

What happened to us, you know?
I don't know who I am anymore or how I got here.
I miss who I used to be.
I wanna have a home again, you know?
And real friends. You know,
the kind of friendships we used to believe in.
I miss that, and I miss you.
I guess I just miss all of it.

 

[5]

There are children whirling laughing
They don't know they should be scared
Give me that hope
Give me time to love
High above the glowing city,
Planes make circles humming madly
Please keep me safe
Give me time to love
All I can do, all I can say
I'll keep you safely in my arms
And close your ears to not hear harm,
I'll sing to you.

[6]

I guess a big part of growing up is dealing with regret.

Swallowing your pride.

There are some things in life you can't go back & change, no matter how much you want to.

 I think that day I was finally forced to grow up, to leave the past behind, for one final time.

 

[7]

We did not change as we grew older.
We just became more clearly ourselves.

 

[8]

Don't run from the truth because you can't get away
Just face it and you'll be okay
Turn up the music
Turn it up loud
Take a few chances
Let it all out
Because you won't regret it looking back from where you have been
Because it's not who you knew
And it's not what you did
It's how you live

Hope you enjoyed. ILY guys! comment? <3

Alrighty... sooooo I'm graduating Highschool on Sunday. A little nervous, I must admit... but it's Amazing. I just had one of the most amazing weekends of my life (and the only substance was Chocolate Ice Cream... shared between like... 14 people) ... I just miss you all... Specially MY boys. with special mention to my lovely Kenny, Jr, JG and Wes. Bwah. So.. Bubble boy sucks, MGR is a jerk, but we're still surviving. And... Franny wants me to like hiiimmm? The world has hit a spin.... and whaam, we're off.